diff --git a/README.md b/README.md index 87999da..250e163 100644 --- a/README.md +++ b/README.md @@ -30,9 +30,9 @@ If you wish to re-used this blogging engine, download this repository and run `n - `posts`: Every blog post goes into here, in its own folder. Each folder must contain an `index.md` file and at least a `1.jpeg` file to serve as the titlecard for the post. A `poster.jpeg` may also be provided to use on the site index and for oembed images. `titlecard.jpeg` may also be provided to override _just_ the oembed titlecard. Images or movies numbered in the pattern of `(N)N.(jpeg|jpg|gif|png)` will all automatically be scaled and inserted in the post. Numbered videos may also be provided in the format of `(N)N.m4v`, but must already be web-ready (no ffmpeg juju is performed). The `index.md` file is standard markdown, but supports inline HTML as well. -- `templates` contains the handlebars templates used for the site chrome, individual post pages, and the post cells on the index and tags pages. +- `templates` contains the handybars templates used for the site chrome, individual post pages, and the post cells on the index and tags pages. -- `pages` contains the handlebars templates for root level pages such as `index.html` and the `sitemap.xml` file. Handlebars is extended with helpers from the [Helper Hoard](http://npm.im/helper-hoard) js library (one of my own). Content regions define segments for embedding into the site chrome template. The `{{rev}}` helper is also provided to replace any asset paths with their respective cache busted urls. +- `pages` contains the handybars templates for root level pages such as `index.html` and the `sitemap.xml` file. Handybars is extended with helpers from the [Helper Hoard](http://npm.im/helper-hoard) js library (one of my own). Content regions define segments for embedding into the site chrome template. The `{{rev}}` helper is also provided to replace any asset paths with their respective cache busted urls. - `scss` contains the site SCSS templates. Files prefixed with underscores are skipped by the build process, as those are just for imports. The build process converts these into standard CSS, minified when in production mode. diff --git a/build/engines.js b/build/engines.js index cc44ecc..18b4a5f 100644 --- a/build/engines.js +++ b/build/engines.js @@ -5,9 +5,8 @@ const fs = require('fs-extra'); const log = require('fancy-log'); const { resolve, readFile, ENGINE, TYPE } = require('./resolve'); -const Handlebars = require('handlebars'); -const HandlebarsKit = require('hbs-kit'); -HandlebarsKit.load(Handlebars); +const handybars = require('handybars'); +const Kit = require('handybars/kit'); const slugify = require('./lib/slugify'); const striptags = require('string-strip-html'); @@ -39,7 +38,7 @@ const markdownEngines = { .use(require('./lib/markdown-token-filter')), }; -function markdown (mode, input, env) { +function markdown (mode, input, data, hbs) { if (mode === 'preview') { input = striptags(input @@ -52,31 +51,21 @@ function markdown (mode, input, env) { } else { input = input.replace(/\{!\{([\s\S]*?)\}!\}/mg, (match, contents) => { - try { - const result = Handlebars.compile(contents)(env); - return 'æææ' + result + 'æææ'; - } catch (e) { - log.error(e); - return ''; - } + const result = hbs(contents, data); + return 'æææ' + result + 'æææ'; }); input = input.replace(//g, ''); } try { - return input ? markdownEngines[mode].render(input, env) : ''; + return input ? markdownEngines[mode].render(input, data) : ''; } catch (e) { log(input); throw e; } } -function handlebars (input, env) { - const template = Handlebars.compile(input); - return template(env); -} - function stripIndent (input) { const match = input.match(/^[^\S\n]*(?=\S)/gm); const indent = match && Math.min(...match.map((el) => el.length)); @@ -89,47 +78,56 @@ function stripIndent (input) { return input; } -const HANDLEBARS_PARTIALS = { +const HANDYBARS_PARTIALS = { layout: 'templates/layout.hbs', +}; + +const HANDYBARS_TEMPLATES = { list: 'templates/list.hbs', page: 'templates/page.hbs', post: 'templates/post.hbs', }; module.exports = exports = async function (prod) { - const templates = {}; - for (const [ name, file ] of Object.entries(HANDLEBARS_PARTIALS)) { + + const revManifest = prod && await fs.readJson(resolve('rev-manifest.json')).catch(() => {}).then((r) => r || {}); + const injectables = new Injectables(prod, revManifest); + + const env = { ...Kit, ...injectables.helpers() }; + + for (const [ name, file ] of Object.entries(HANDYBARS_PARTIALS)) { try { const contents = await readFile(file); - const template = Handlebars.compile(contents.toString('utf8')); - templates[name] = template; - Handlebars.registerPartial(name, template); + env[name] = handybars.partial(contents.toString('utf8')); } catch (e) { - log.error('Could not execute load partial ' + file, e); + log.error('Could not load partial ' + file, e); } } - const revManifest = prod && await fs.readJson(resolve('rev-manifest.json')).catch(() => {}).then((r) => r || {}); + const templates = {}; + for (const [ name, file ] of Object.entries(HANDYBARS_TEMPLATES)) { + try { + const contents = await readFile(file); + templates[name] = handybars(contents.toString('utf8'), env); + } catch (e) { + log.error('Could not load template ' + file, e); + } + } - const helpers = new Injectables(prod, revManifest); - Handlebars.registerHelper('import', helpers.import()); - Handlebars.registerHelper('markdown', helpers.markdown()); - Handlebars.registerHelper('icon', helpers.icon()); - Handlebars.registerHelper('prod', helpers.production()); - Handlebars.registerHelper('rev', helpers.rev()); + const hbs = (source, data) => handybars(source, env)(data); const result = { - [TYPE.HANDLEBARS]: handlebars, - [TYPE.MARKDOWN]: (source, env) => markdown('full', source, env), + [TYPE.HANDYBARS]: hbs, + [TYPE.MARKDOWN]: (source, data) => markdown('full', source, data, hbs), [TYPE.OTHER]: (source) => source, - [ENGINE.LIST]: (source, env) => templates.list({ ...env, contents: markdown('full', source, env) }), - [ENGINE.PAGE]: (source, env) => templates.page({ ...env, contents: markdown('full', source, env) }), - [ENGINE.POST]: (source, env) => templates.post({ ...env, contents: markdown('full', source, env) }), + [ENGINE.LIST]: (source, data) => templates.list({ ...data, contents: markdown('full', source, data, hbs) }), + [ENGINE.PAGE]: (source, data) => templates.page({ ...data, contents: markdown('full', source, data, hbs) }), + [ENGINE.POST]: (source, data) => templates.post({ ...data, contents: markdown('full', source, data, hbs) }), [ENGINE.HTML]: (source) => source, [ENGINE.OTHER]: (source) => source, - preview: (source, env) => markdown('preview', source, env), + preview: (source, data) => markdown('preview', source, data, hbs), }; return result; @@ -172,6 +170,16 @@ class Injectables { return ''; } + helpers () { + return { + import: this.import(), + markdown: this.markdown(), + icon: this.icon(), + prod: this.production(), + rev: this.rev(), + }; + } + rev () { const self = this; return function (url) { @@ -184,48 +192,47 @@ class Injectables { production () { const self = this; - return function (options) { - if (!options.fn) return self.prod; - return self.prod ? options.fn(this) : options.inverse(this); + return function ({ fn, inverse }) { + if (!fn) return self.prod; + return self.prod ? fn(this) : inverse && inverse(this); }; } markdown () { const self = this; return function (...args) { - const { fn, data } = args.pop(); + const { fn, data, resolve: rval } = args.pop(); + const local = rval('@root.this.local'); let contents; if (fn) { contents = stripIndent(fn(data.root)); } else { let tpath = args.shift(); - tpath = self._parsePath(tpath, data.root.local, 'md'); + tpath = self._parsePath(tpath, local, 'md'); contents = self._template(tpath); } - contents = markdown('full', contents, data); + contents = markdown('full', contents, data, () => { throw new Error('You went too deep!'); }); - return new Handlebars.SafeString(contents); + return { value: contents }; }; } import () { const self = this; return function (tpath, ...args) { - const { hash, data } = args.pop(); + const { hash, env, resolve: rval } = args.pop(); const value = args.shift() || this; - const frame = Handlebars.createFrame(data); - const context = (typeof value === 'object') - ? { ...value, ...(hash || {}), _parent: this } - : value; + const frame = handybars.makeContext(value, env, { hash }); + const local = rval('@root.this.local'); - tpath = self._parsePath(tpath, data.root.local, 'hbs'); + tpath = self._parsePath(tpath, local, 'hbs'); try { - const contents = self._template(tpath, Handlebars.compile)(context, { data: frame }); - return new Handlebars.SafeString(contents); + const contents = self._template(tpath, handybars.parse).evaluate(value, frame); + return handybars.safe(contents); } catch (e) { log.error('Could not execute import template ' + tpath, e); return ''; @@ -236,15 +243,17 @@ class Injectables { icon () { const self = this; return function (name, ...args) { - const { hash, data } = args.pop(); - const tpath = path.join(data.root.local.root, 'svg', name + '.svg'); + const { hash, env, resolve: rval } = args.pop(); + const local = rval('@root.this.local'); + const tpath = path.join(local.root, 'svg', name + '.svg'); + const frame = handybars.makeContext(hash, env); try { const contents = self._template(tpath, (s) => - Handlebars.compile(`${s}`), - )({ size: hash && hash.size }); + handybars(`${s}`), + )(frame); - return new Handlebars.SafeString(contents); + return handybars.safe(contents); } catch (e) { log.error('Could not execute import template ' + tpath, e); return ''; diff --git a/build/lists.js b/build/lists.js index 26a8a85..5feac5b 100644 --- a/build/lists.js +++ b/build/lists.js @@ -42,8 +42,8 @@ class List extends Page { _engine () { switch (this.type) { - case TYPE.HANDLEBARS: - return TYPE.HANDLEBARS; + case TYPE.HANDYBARS: + return TYPE.HANDYBARS; case TYPE.MARKDOWN: return ENGINE.LIST; default: diff --git a/build/page.js b/build/page.js index 803a75f..2eb2400 100644 --- a/build/page.js +++ b/build/page.js @@ -40,8 +40,8 @@ module.exports = exports = class Page extends File { _engine () { switch (this.type) { - case TYPE.HANDLEBARS: - return TYPE.HANDLEBARS; + case TYPE.HANDYBARS: + return TYPE.HANDYBARS; case TYPE.MARKDOWN: return ENGINE.PAGE; default: diff --git a/build/post.js b/build/post.js index 280191f..37da0af 100644 --- a/build/post.js +++ b/build/post.js @@ -14,8 +14,8 @@ module.exports = exports = class Post extends Page { _engine () { switch (this.type) { - case TYPE.HANDLEBARS: - return TYPE.HANDLEBARS; + case TYPE.HANDYBARS: + return TYPE.HANDYBARS; case TYPE.MARKDOWN: return ENGINE.POST; default: diff --git a/build/resolve.js b/build/resolve.js index 6c08be2..87d8116 100644 --- a/build/resolve.js +++ b/build/resolve.js @@ -71,9 +71,9 @@ const normalizedExt = exports.normalizedExt = (ext) => { const isVideo = exports.isVideo = is(MP4, M4V); const isImage = exports.isImage = is(JPG, JPEG, PNG, GIF); -const isHandlebars = exports.isHandlebars = is(XML, HBS, HTML); +const isHandybars = exports.isHandybars = is(XML, HBS, HTML); const isMarkdown = exports.isMarkdown = is(MD); -const isPage = exports.isPage = is(isHandlebars, isMarkdown); +const isPage = exports.isPage = is(isHandybars, isMarkdown); const isAsset = exports.isAsset = is(isImage, isVideo); const isArtifact = exports.isArtifact = is(CSS, SCSS, JS, JSX); exports.isCleanUrl = is(HBS, MD); @@ -83,7 +83,7 @@ exports.isCleanUrl = is(HBS, MD); const TYPE = exports.TYPE = { IMAGE: 'TYPE_IMAGE', VIDEO: 'TYPE_VIDEO', - HANDLEBARS: 'TYPE_HANDLEBARS', + HANDYBARS: 'TYPE_HANDYBARS', MARKDOWN: 'TYPE_MARKDOWN', SCRIPT: 'TYPE_SCRIPT', STYLE: 'TYPE_STYLE', @@ -92,7 +92,7 @@ const TYPE = exports.TYPE = { exports.type = dictMatch({ [TYPE.IMAGE]: isImage, - [TYPE.HANDLEBARS]: isHandlebars, + [TYPE.HANDYBARS]: isHandybars, [TYPE.MARKDOWN]: isMarkdown, [TYPE.VIDEO]: isVideo, [TYPE.SCRIPT]: is(JS, JSX), diff --git a/posts/2017-08-29.1023.44A20F/index.md b/posts/2017-08-29.1023.44A20F/index.md index 1173699..c54e77e 100644 --- a/posts/2017-08-29.1023.44A20F/index.md +++ b/posts/2017-08-29.1023.44A20F/index.md @@ -11,7 +11,7 @@ no-images: true --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right" }} }!} diff --git a/posts/2017-09-21.1022.7B173D/index.md b/posts/2017-09-21.1022.7B173D/index.md index 9a35187..a34f975 100644 --- a/posts/2017-09-21.1022.7B173D/index.md +++ b/posts/2017-09-21.1022.7B173D/index.md @@ -10,7 +10,7 @@ tags: --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right" }} }!} diff --git a/posts/2018-03-04.0927.8B7BD6/index.md b/posts/2018-03-04.0927.8B7BD6/index.md index 64ee1ad..899480d 100644 --- a/posts/2018-03-04.0927.8B7BD6/index.md +++ b/posts/2018-03-04.0927.8B7BD6/index.md @@ -14,7 +14,7 @@ captions: --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right" }} }!} diff --git a/posts/2018-05-12.0923.0D371F/index.md b/posts/2018-05-12.0923.0D371F/index.md index dcc780b..38f9588 100644 --- a/posts/2018-05-12.0923.0D371F/index.md +++ b/posts/2018-05-12.0923.0D371F/index.md @@ -13,7 +13,7 @@ products: "Come as You Are, by Emily Nagoski": https://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/B00LD1ORBI/curvyandtrans-20 --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right" }} }!} diff --git a/posts/2018-06-12.0916.9002B0/index.md b/posts/2018-06-12.0916.9002B0/index.md index 28c5cd3..4a59d51 100644 --- a/posts/2018-06-12.0916.9002B0/index.md +++ b/posts/2018-06-12.0916.9002B0/index.md @@ -11,7 +11,7 @@ no-images: true --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right" }} }!} diff --git a/posts/2018-07-30.0818.B34AEE/index.md b/posts/2018-07-30.0818.B34AEE/index.md index e9e601a..64a5b3c 100644 --- a/posts/2018-07-30.0818.B34AEE/index.md +++ b/posts/2018-07-30.0818.B34AEE/index.md @@ -88,9 +88,9 @@ Going to the bathroom was a challenge. I had left the hospital with the typical Pain was surprisingly low. It was definitely present, but after a life of chronic testicle pain, this didn't seem all that worse. I felt no pain at all from the incision. The suture was small, about one inch long, starting at the base of my penis and down along the perineal raphe. A surgical glue was laid over top of the stitches, and a bandage over that. There was no blood at all, and the entire area was very clean. I also realized that my entire groin had been completely shaved. The pain I felt was much deeper, and the swelling was real. -{!{ {{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{!{ {{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1011573433715458050' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} }!} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} }!} The tips of the spermatic cord swell up from blood pooling at the tips, forming balls almost as large as the testicles themselves. The inguinal canals also swell up, making things very puffy. Walking around was a slow processes for the first two days, just because everything was so sensitive and enlarged. My penis itself had completely contracted, to the point it was a solid centimeter below the surface. This made peeing difficult, as the urine just pooled in the cavity. Kat made the joke that it was in hiding after that nice couple across the street had been murdered in a brutal home invasion. This lasted for the rest of the week. @@ -100,9 +100,9 @@ We had also been told in aftercare instructions that I shouldn't wear any tight {!{
-{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1012019140175921154' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="" }}
}!} @@ -112,9 +112,9 @@ By the fourth day I was up and walking around fine, but still not allowed to dri {!{
-{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1011661491295027200' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="" }}
}!} @@ -122,17 +122,17 @@ Most of the sutures had dissolved by the second week, and all but a little of th ### Life after T -{!{ {{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{!{ {{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1011632286079410176' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} }!} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} }!} The above tweet was on day 2. It wasn't placebo, my skin really had suddenly gotten a whole lot softer. Sensation had increased too, textures became more pronounced. I remember touching my wife's leg that evening and it felt buttery smooth in a way I'd never felt before. This was the first aspect of being completely, truly free of testosterone. Even tho my blood results showed that my T had been suppressed very well (last read pre-surgery was 10.5 ng/dL), it is pretty clear to me now that the numbers Spironolactone produces were not an accurate measure of the androgens in my body. {!{
-{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1011624013959979008' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="" }}
}!} diff --git a/posts/2018-08-24.0813.C4BD87/index.md b/posts/2018-08-24.0813.C4BD87/index.md index cd38849..2d32e05 100644 --- a/posts/2018-08-24.0813.C4BD87/index.md +++ b/posts/2018-08-24.0813.C4BD87/index.md @@ -31,7 +31,7 @@ tweets: --- -{!{ {{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{!{ {{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1016753976211996672' '1016832074961977345' '1016842932458905600' @@ -48,10 +48,10 @@ tweets: '1017119272290537474' '1017161019733377024' '1017181216292786177' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock card right span3" style="margin-top: 0" }} }!} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock card right span3" style="margin-top: 0" }} }!} {!{ -{{#with images.[0]}} +{{#with images['0']}} I'll make my own menstrual cycle, with bloating, and depression. In fact, forget the menstruation! diff --git a/posts/2018-10-08.0802.CD3A09/index.md b/posts/2018-10-08.0802.CD3A09/index.md index 28cb40e..6d9f418 100644 --- a/posts/2018-10-08.0802.CD3A09/index.md +++ b/posts/2018-10-08.0802.CD3A09/index.md @@ -13,14 +13,14 @@ titlecard: middle {!{
- + ovari3s

Fun way to instantly tell how much cis women r disgusted by trans women: tell one someone thought they were a trans woman, even if u frame it as a compliment just watch their reaction, it’s unreal

- + ovari3s

It’s just heartbreaking bc there’s nothing we can do abt it and I’ve done this on literally all of my closest friends and family and they all had the same reaction and it rly fcking hurts to know that underneath all the nice words, and campaigns , that disgust of our bodies, is the underlying and ultimate truth of their allyship

diff --git a/posts/2018-11-14.0758.5403B2/index.md b/posts/2018-11-14.0758.5403B2/index.md index e95296d..b086302 100644 --- a/posts/2018-11-14.0758.5403B2/index.md +++ b/posts/2018-11-14.0758.5403B2/index.md @@ -11,7 +11,7 @@ tags: --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right" }} }!} diff --git a/posts/2018-12-14.0000.4F3DC8/index.md b/posts/2018-12-14.0000.4F3DC8/index.md index 26df68d..3eb7933 100644 --- a/posts/2018-12-14.0000.4F3DC8/index.md +++ b/posts/2018-12-14.0000.4F3DC8/index.md @@ -17,10 +17,10 @@ tweet: {!{
-{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1073193340647206915' '1073412031154479105' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="" }}
}!} diff --git a/posts/2018-12-24.0000.25BF97/index.md b/posts/2018-12-24.0000.25BF97/index.md index 134bc45..1dcf532 100644 --- a/posts/2018-12-24.0000.25BF97/index.md +++ b/posts/2018-12-24.0000.25BF97/index.md @@ -13,10 +13,10 @@ tweet: --- -{!{ {{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{!{ {{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1077179357104353280' '1077179357746135046' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row by-two" }} }!} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row by-two" }} }!} If you’ve found yourself wondering why there is such an explosion in the trans population recently, this is it right here. The beginning of modern transgender care is rooted in the 1948 when Alfred Kinsey (yes, that Kinsey) asked a dutch endocrinologist, Dr. William Benjamin, to assist a child who “wished to be a girl.” The mother of the girl was adamant that she wanted to help her daughter be comfortable in her skin, NOT convince them otherwise. Benjamin created a treatment program of estrogen therapy to help the girl transition, and noted just how profound of an impact it had on her behavior and well being. He continued to refine his treatment and went on to help hundreds of trans people find peace with themselves, despite laws at the time that banned transsexual reassignment. diff --git a/posts/2019-01-04.1028.E0D55E/index.md b/posts/2019-01-04.1028.E0D55E/index.md index 8d4aee7..d7cc2fb 100644 --- a/posts/2019-01-04.1028.E0D55E/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-01-04.1028.E0D55E/index.md @@ -12,7 +12,7 @@ tweets: --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right" }} }!} @@ -55,9 +55,9 @@ By doing! {!{ -{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1078742286392012800' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="collapse right span3 hide-media" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="collapse right span3 hide-media" }} }!} Confidence comes from experience, it comes from doing something and receiving reinforcement that it was the right thing to do. Take note, _confidence comes after doing_, it will never come first. Confidence without precedence is [Dunning-Kruger effect](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dunning%E2%80%93Kruger_effect), and is an undesirable personality trait. The only way you can boost your confidence is by "doing it anyway", as Carrie Fisher put it. Confidence will follow through. diff --git a/posts/2019-01-10.0818.040E24/index.md b/posts/2019-01-10.0818.040E24/index.md index 502ad47..0adf6d2 100644 --- a/posts/2019-01-10.0818.040E24/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-01-10.0818.040E24/index.md @@ -11,7 +11,7 @@ tags: --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right" }} }!} diff --git a/posts/2019-01-29.1235.056A61/index.md b/posts/2019-01-29.1235.056A61/index.md index 09ff972..a6eca49 100644 --- a/posts/2019-01-29.1235.056A61/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-01-29.1235.056A61/index.md @@ -15,7 +15,7 @@ tweets: --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right" }} }!} @@ -28,9 +28,9 @@ This post was inspired by another "body positive" poster on Instagram who went o Lets talk a bit about modesty. -{!{ {{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{!{ {{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '950190679094898688' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} }!} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} }!} Modesty is constantly in shift. What we consider modest today was scandalous 50 years ago and arrestable 100 years ago. There was a time when visible collar bones were considered a sign of being a harlot, but I digress. Telling women to cover themselves up is misogyny, full stop. It is patriarchal suppression designed to keep women from being confident in themselves, because women who lack confidence are easier to control. Shaming women by calling them "inappropriate" and "trashy" is a tool of that oppression. Making nasty remarks about armpit hair is pushing your own ideas of what makes for feminine beauty. diff --git a/posts/2019-02-05.1630.163ABE/index.md b/posts/2019-02-05.1630.163ABE/index.md index 745edc6..3c68417 100644 --- a/posts/2019-02-05.1630.163ABE/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-02-05.1630.163ABE/index.md @@ -15,14 +15,14 @@ titlecard: middle {!{
- + real-pcys

hot take: moms need to learn how to listen to and comfort their daughters without making everything about their own traumas

- + real-pcys

a classic example

diff --git a/posts/2019-02-06.0952.D9CFD0/index.md b/posts/2019-02-06.0952.D9CFD0/index.md index 29fe246..0688d5a 100644 --- a/posts/2019-02-06.0952.D9CFD0/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-02-06.0952.D9CFD0/index.md @@ -15,7 +15,7 @@ captions: --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right" }} }!} diff --git a/posts/2019-02-06.1212.5011BD/index.md b/posts/2019-02-06.1212.5011BD/index.md index 2470418..17f5fce 100644 --- a/posts/2019-02-06.1212.5011BD/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-02-06.1212.5011BD/index.md @@ -22,7 +22,7 @@ tags: {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] className="card right span4" }} + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card right span4" }} }!} This is a compilation of reported medical transition changes collected from testimonials of trans women from various discussion forums and chat rooms, backed up by my own experiences and medical research. diff --git a/posts/2019-02-06.2004.8C522C/index.md b/posts/2019-02-06.2004.8C522C/index.md index fcb8ec1..5924a9b 100644 --- a/posts/2019-02-06.2004.8C522C/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-02-06.2004.8C522C/index.md @@ -12,7 +12,7 @@ no-images: true --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right" caption="The one time I ever appeared in a newspaper, and I'm stuffing my face with a burrito." }} diff --git a/posts/2019-02-12.1303.047AE7/index.md b/posts/2019-02-12.1303.047AE7/index.md index cc15c59..28d3e51 100644 --- a/posts/2019-02-12.1303.047AE7/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-02-12.1303.047AE7/index.md @@ -11,7 +11,7 @@ instagram: https://www.instagram.com/p/BtzEiPsnXAz/ --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right flush" }} }!} diff --git a/posts/2019-02-20.0853.A37736/index.md b/posts/2019-02-20.0853.A37736/index.md index bb32f59..9a1c55b 100644 --- a/posts/2019-02-20.0853.A37736/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-02-20.0853.A37736/index.md @@ -18,10 +18,10 @@ tweets: instagram: https://www.instagram.com/p/BuH0UH0HcTO/ --- -{!{ {{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{!{ {{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1096816028200460290' '1097269840165904384' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row by-two" }} }!} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row by-two" }} }!} If your reaction to these tweets is “No they aren’t!” then check yourself, because thats transphobia talking. If your reaction is "That's not how biology works", please, stay a while and listen. @@ -32,7 +32,7 @@ Let’s talk about biology, anatomy, and sex. I swear I had this essay already w Here is what we know today. If you’ve seen Jurassic Park then you may remember this scene: {!{ -{{import '~/img' images.[1] className="card center natural" alt="All vertebrate embryos are inherently female anyway. They just require an extra hormone given at the right developmental stage to make them male."}} +{{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card center natural" alt="All vertebrate embryos are inherently female anyway. They just require an extra hormone given at the right developmental stage to make them male."}} }!} This isn't science fiction, tho it is very dumbed down. In human fetuses the gonads initially develop in a bipotential state, meaning they can become either ovaries or testes. The SRY gene on the Y chromosome releases a protein called [Testis Determining Factor](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Testis-determining_factor) (TDF). This protein then starts a chain reaction which causes the gonadal cells to form into the Sertoli and Leydig cells that make up the testes. If TDF is never produced or is interfered with then the gonad cells form into the Theca cells and follicles which comprise the ovaries. @@ -71,7 +71,7 @@ And even still, just because a person's brain manifests with these traits, that ### Anatomy of a Shapeshifter {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[levels] + {{import '~/img' images['levels'] className="card span3 right" }} }!} @@ -80,9 +80,9 @@ Chart of my hormone levels over the last two years.It has been 656 da {!{
-{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1091940189851643904' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="collapse hide-quoted" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="collapse hide-quoted" }}
}!} diff --git a/posts/2019-02-22.0802.D9276E/index.md b/posts/2019-02-22.0802.D9276E/index.md index 0c6d511..a6b900a 100644 --- a/posts/2019-02-22.0802.D9276E/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-02-22.0802.D9276E/index.md @@ -11,9 +11,9 @@ tweet: '1098963132720963585' --- {!{ -{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1098963132720963585' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="card right span3" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="card right span3" }} }!} My relationship with my daughter is ten times stronger than it was in the before times. We used to have so many conflicts, so much hostility and impatience. She was legit scared of me, and with good reason. I was a powder keg with a lit fuse, read to explode at any moment. I had no tolerance for her four year old antics, and no room for providing comfort. diff --git a/posts/2019-04-23.1022.0DB581/index.md b/posts/2019-04-23.1022.0DB581/index.md index 367def1..cd84d36 100644 --- a/posts/2019-04-23.1022.0DB581/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-04-23.1022.0DB581/index.md @@ -10,7 +10,7 @@ no-images: true --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right" }} }!} diff --git a/posts/2019-05-04.1636.DA0D17/index.md b/posts/2019-05-04.1636.DA0D17/index.md index a79b5b8..e4bbca4 100644 --- a/posts/2019-05-04.1636.DA0D17/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-05-04.1636.DA0D17/index.md @@ -105,7 +105,7 @@ By this point all the big hitters have come and gone and life is pretty much set I remember years back how people said that even tho it isn’t always visible in timelines, there’s just as many changes in year two as there were in year one, and it is *so* true, but it was definitely helped along by the orchiectomy. The difference between May 2018 and July 2018 is *stark*, and not just because I colored my hair. {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[26-2] + {{import '~/img' images['26-2'] className="card span2 center" caption="2009 to 2019" }} @@ -118,7 +118,7 @@ While I still have retained all of the same interests I had pre-transition, many Fashion and cosmetics is definitely chief among these, and have given me *so many* new forms of expression and creativity. I used to wear the same boring clothes every single day, making slight changes for weather as the year moved through the seasons. Now… I rarely wear the exact same outfit twice, and even when I *try* to duplicate a makeup look, it comes out completely different because I approach it from a different way. I care so much more about my appearance now, and I’m *happy* that I care more. Going into my closet and saying “what the hell am I going to wear today” still makes an inner part of me leap for joy. {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[26-4] + {{import '~/img' images['26-4'] className="card span2 center" caption="2009 to 2019" }} @@ -133,7 +133,7 @@ My kinship with women feels so much stronger. The feeling of pride in other wome Meanwhile, with the severing of any kind of attachment to manhood, my misandry has flourished, and it feels so freeing. Where once I might have made a defense for bad male behavior, now I have no reason to make excuses. The bar for men is set *so* incredibly low, and yet so very few are able to meet it. Where once I might have tried to argue with men over their incredibly bad perceptions, now I just dust my hands of them, expecting nothing of their self awareness. Thank *god* I am a lesbian, because if I was straight I would never be able to find a partner that wasn’t some kind of huge settlement. Seriously, straight girls, I don’t know how you do that. {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[26-3] + {{import '~/img' images['26-3'] className="card span2 center" caption="2009 to 2019" }} @@ -148,7 +148,7 @@ This past year Katharine participated in an effort to get our daughter’s schoo Above all else, I feel so much more alive. Live is worth living now, and I’m soaking in it. {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[26-1] + {{import '~/img' images['26-1'] className="card span2 center" caption="2009 to 2019" }} diff --git a/posts/2019-05-04.2046.3011A3/index.md b/posts/2019-05-04.2046.3011A3/index.md index b2ad3ab..c5b26e2 100644 --- a/posts/2019-05-04.2046.3011A3/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-05-04.2046.3011A3/index.md @@ -10,7 +10,7 @@ tags: --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right" }} }!} diff --git a/posts/2019-05-18.1722.CA822B/index.md b/posts/2019-05-18.1722.CA822B/index.md index 777a5b3..7d54ded 100644 --- a/posts/2019-05-18.1722.CA822B/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-05-18.1722.CA822B/index.md @@ -11,7 +11,7 @@ no-images: true instagram: https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxn-KbonsWf/ --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right" }} }!} diff --git a/posts/2019-05-26.0803.764BA4/index.md b/posts/2019-05-26.0803.764BA4/index.md index bcdcb8c..2c894c1 100644 --- a/posts/2019-05-26.0803.764BA4/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-05-26.0803.764BA4/index.md @@ -11,7 +11,7 @@ no-images: true instagram: https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx7zeRcHcLh/ --- {!{ - {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card span3 right" }} }!} diff --git a/posts/2019-06-04.0912.B9B03A/index.md b/posts/2019-06-04.0912.B9B03A/index.md index 18b0864..31124ac 100644 --- a/posts/2019-06-04.0912.B9B03A/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-06-04.0912.B9B03A/index.md @@ -9,7 +9,7 @@ instagram: https://www.instagram.com/p/BySx21Unbqe/ no-images: true --- {!{ -{{import '~/img' images.[1] +{{import '~/img' images['1'] alt="Image of my hand holding seven pills of differing shapes." srcSizes="(max-width: 576px) 100vw, (max-width: 1020px) 50vw, 576px" className="card right span3" diff --git a/posts/2019-06-21.1319.E5F576/index.md b/posts/2019-06-21.1319.E5F576/index.md index edd77ba..ae84328 100644 --- a/posts/2019-06-21.1319.E5F576/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-06-21.1319.E5F576/index.md @@ -22,14 +22,14 @@ tweets: --- {!{ -{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1141653591771320320' '1141653593310687233' '1141653594875105281' '1141653598058631169' '1141653599551807489' '1141653601292390400' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock right" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock right" }} }!} ### [View Unrolled Thread Here](https://threadreaderapp.com/thread/1141653591771320320.html) diff --git a/posts/2019-07-11.1023.004222/index.md b/posts/2019-07-11.1023.004222/index.md index 4064cde..013d311 100644 --- a/posts/2019-07-11.1023.004222/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-07-11.1023.004222/index.md @@ -15,12 +15,12 @@ no-images: true {!{
- {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] alt="" srcSizes="(max-width: 576px) 100vw, (max-width: 1020px) 50vw, 576px" }}
- + fade-steppin

throwback to the time my classics professor asked “does anyone know who sappho is?” and i immediately replied “she’s the OG lesbian” and my professor yelled “EXACTLY” and wrote the OG lesbian on the whiteboard

diff --git a/posts/2019-08-15.0743.3B79EB/index.md b/posts/2019-08-15.0743.3B79EB/index.md index 649e3f1..a7ee4b5 100644 --- a/posts/2019-08-15.0743.3B79EB/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-08-15.0743.3B79EB/index.md @@ -21,14 +21,14 @@ tweets: --- {!{ -{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1161831278280433664' '1161831561186152448' '1161831794293035009' '1161832514824151041' '1161832947378544640' '1161833146188554240' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock left" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock left" }} }!} Seriously, y’all. Being a woman is some awesome shit. Like, I get that if you aren’t actually a woman it probably sucks, but theres so much about communal womanhood that masculinity simply cannot hold a candle to. diff --git a/posts/2019-08-23.0937.358FC4/index.md b/posts/2019-08-23.0937.358FC4/index.md index 5598fe4..4eccc65 100644 --- a/posts/2019-08-23.0937.358FC4/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-08-23.0937.358FC4/index.md @@ -16,9 +16,9 @@ This was me being a mom before I was allowed to be a mom. I remember feeling sli {!{
-{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1164927956302434306' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="" }}
}!} diff --git a/posts/2019-09-19.1125.136BBC/index.md b/posts/2019-09-19.1125.136BBC/index.md index 24ebf9b..1d551c8 100644 --- a/posts/2019-09-19.1125.136BBC/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-09-19.1125.136BBC/index.md @@ -12,9 +12,9 @@ tweet: '1175529479529103360' --- {!{ -{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1175529479529103360' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} }!} I always struggled with any kind of acting or role playing because I was already too deep into a role of my own to add anything more on top. diff --git a/posts/2019-09-26.1647.9AF8AE/index.md b/posts/2019-09-26.1647.9AF8AE/index.md index 2157c8b..d71612a 100644 --- a/posts/2019-09-26.1647.9AF8AE/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-09-26.1647.9AF8AE/index.md @@ -32,7 +32,7 @@ tweets: --- {!{ -{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1176557809795772417' '1176560687822323715' '1176570358469660675' @@ -47,7 +47,7 @@ tweets: '1176599408265375746' '1176599409477525504' '1176599410832265218' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock left" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock left" }} }!} diff --git a/posts/2019-09-29.1726.748008/index.md b/posts/2019-09-29.1726.748008/index.md index cb99f14..773953f 100644 --- a/posts/2019-09-29.1726.748008/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-09-29.1726.748008/index.md @@ -19,16 +19,16 @@ tweets: {!{ - {{import '~/tweet' ids=(array + {{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1178280345424121857' '1178280347525636097' '1178280348582633472' '1178280354374995968' '1178280359705886720' '1178280362243510272' - ) tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock" }} + ] tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock" }} -{{import '~/img' images.[2] +{{import '~/img' images['2'] link="https://tapas.io/episode/1401198" srcSizes="(max-width: 576px) 100vw, (max-width: 1020px) 50vw, 576px" className="card right span3" @@ -50,9 +50,9 @@ Maybe you realize that the things you enjoyed before just don’t interest you a {!{
-{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1178342628829646850' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row by-three" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row by-three" }}
}!} diff --git a/posts/2019-10-02.1223.660BFB/index.md b/posts/2019-10-02.1223.660BFB/index.md index d8e55fe..a74cf08 100644 --- a/posts/2019-10-02.1223.660BFB/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-10-02.1223.660BFB/index.md @@ -11,10 +11,10 @@ tweet: --- {!{ -{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1179343503345831938' '1179345945877721088' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row" }} }!} The first woman I ever dated said to me on our first date, “You are unlike any man I have ever dated before.” She could see it. She didn’t know what it was, but she could see it. diff --git a/posts/2019-10-08.1148.128DA3/index.md b/posts/2019-10-08.1148.128DA3/index.md index 6ee3abe..6d1dfec 100644 --- a/posts/2019-10-08.1148.128DA3/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-10-08.1148.128DA3/index.md @@ -12,7 +12,7 @@ orientation: square {!{
- + bigbardafree

the thing about being someone who’s never catcalled is that you start to wonder why like is it because im ugly???

diff --git a/posts/2019-10-11.0849.A93CE2/index.md b/posts/2019-10-11.0849.A93CE2/index.md index 0b8a26b..03baaaa 100644 --- a/posts/2019-10-11.0849.A93CE2/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-10-11.0849.A93CE2/index.md @@ -9,7 +9,7 @@ no-images: true --- {!{ -{{import '~/img' images.[1] +{{import '~/img' images['1'] srcSizes="(max-width: 576px) 100vw, (max-width: 1020px) 50vw, 576px" className="card right span3" caption="\"The Closet\" by Clay Bennet" diff --git a/posts/2019-10-19.1058.65FBBC/index.md b/posts/2019-10-19.1058.65FBBC/index.md index e38c63d..7838cb5 100644 --- a/posts/2019-10-19.1058.65FBBC/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-10-19.1058.65FBBC/index.md @@ -13,9 +13,9 @@ tweets: --- {!{ -{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1185225928118542337' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="span2" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="span2" }} }!} You go to get water and fifteen minutes later you close the now full dishwasher and you realize that you have completely failed at hydration. diff --git a/posts/2019-10-19.1107.024D24/index.md b/posts/2019-10-19.1107.024D24/index.md index 86b9b13..d0ce443 100644 --- a/posts/2019-10-19.1107.024D24/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-10-19.1107.024D24/index.md @@ -16,10 +16,10 @@ tweets: --- {!{ -{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1185686429361295360' '1185688500085108736' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row by-two" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row by-two" }} }!} I haven’t talked about this in a few months and several hundred followers, but since today is National Period Day, it's a good day to bring it up. diff --git a/posts/2019-11-06.1939.5BF1EA/index.md b/posts/2019-11-06.1939.5BF1EA/index.md index 54c4679..925009f 100644 --- a/posts/2019-11-06.1939.5BF1EA/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-11-06.1939.5BF1EA/index.md @@ -16,11 +16,11 @@ tweet: {!{
- {{import '~/img' images.[1] + {{import '~/img' images['1'] alt="What they tell you: Transfem HRT will lower your libido. What they don't tell you: Transfem HRT will help you develop confidence in yourself and will make your sex drive skyrocket because there's no greater aphrodisiac than finally loving yourself." srcSizes="(max-width: 576px) 100vw, (max-width: 1020px) 50vw, 576px" }} - {{import '~/img' images.[2] + {{import '~/img' images['2'] alt="TwippingVanilla: They also wont tell you that E sex drive feels so radically different from T sex drive that you may not even be aware that your libido is actually there in full force. I’ve literally had to tell girls “Honey, you’re horny” when they’ve come to me in a panic about symptoms. AutumnCaraway: Could you expand on that? I'm curious how E horny differs from t horny." srcSizes="(max-width: 576px) 100vw, (max-width: 1020px) 50vw, 576px" }} diff --git a/posts/2019-11-19.1552.9F4612/index.md b/posts/2019-11-19.1552.9F4612/index.md index cc66803..3134162 100644 --- a/posts/2019-11-19.1552.9F4612/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-11-19.1552.9F4612/index.md @@ -12,10 +12,10 @@ tweets: --- {!{ -{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1196686382468456449' '1196686495098101761' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row by-two" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row by-two" }} }!} I *don’t* feel like I speak girl with an accent.. My mannerisms, my speech patterns, the way I walk, everything just came back. I did have to learn some things that I didn’t get to learn young, but that was easy enough. diff --git a/posts/2019-11-28.1629.48919F/index.md b/posts/2019-11-28.1629.48919F/index.md index b06a027..2c03afa 100644 --- a/posts/2019-11-28.1629.48919F/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-11-28.1629.48919F/index.md @@ -10,7 +10,7 @@ no-images: true --- {!{ -{{import '~/img' images.[1] +{{import '~/img' images['1'] alt="Tumblr Post: out of everything that’s come out of the past year in animation, the greatest has got to be my new favorite archetype, the Science Lesbian." srcSizes="(max-width: 576px) 100vw, (max-width: 1020px) 50vw, 534px" className="card center natural" diff --git a/posts/2019-12-03.1204.05C1EA/index.md b/posts/2019-12-03.1204.05C1EA/index.md index c1098d3..be0b83e 100644 --- a/posts/2019-12-03.1204.05C1EA/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-12-03.1204.05C1EA/index.md @@ -17,12 +17,12 @@ tweets: --- {!{ -{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1201525283997794305' '1201525285151227905' '1201525286212427778' '1201527159728283648' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock right" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock right" }} }!} The message in these tweets is awesome, but I want to unpack the “trans girl” sentiment. diff --git a/posts/2019-12-06.1616.703694/index.md b/posts/2019-12-06.1616.703694/index.md index e14c732..85152eb 100644 --- a/posts/2019-12-06.1616.703694/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-12-06.1616.703694/index.md @@ -16,12 +16,12 @@ tweets: --- {!{ -{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1202707676494319616' '1202707677459050496' '1202707678293680128' '1202510416368111616' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="collapse left" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="collapse left" }} }!} And if by some magic I manage to get myself productive during this dead time, I will then hyper-fixate and *forget about the appointment.* diff --git a/posts/2019-12-27.1602.B5293E/index.md b/posts/2019-12-27.1602.B5293E/index.md index 8f34be2..db406b4 100644 --- a/posts/2019-12-27.1602.B5293E/index.md +++ b/posts/2019-12-27.1602.B5293E/index.md @@ -12,7 +12,7 @@ As we approach the end of the year, I feel like doing a recap of my favorite pho {!{
-
{{import '~/img' images.[01]}} +
{{import '~/img' images['01']}} }!} Where 2018 was a year of coming into myself as a woman and learning to love my body, 2019 was a year of personal growth and learning to express myself. With the success of my Instagram account, I felt driven to push myself stylistically and creatively to really make use of my wardrobe in new and creative ways. @@ -20,44 +20,44 @@ Where 2018 was a year of coming into myself as a woman and learning to love my b {!{
- {{import '~/img' images.[02]}} + {{import '~/img' images['02']}} }!} At the same time, this year I finally felt comfortable enough in my transition that I was able to ease off of my performativity and start dressing more casually. I no longer felt like I had to wear makeup every time I left the house in order to be gendered correctly. When I did wear makeup, I didn’t need as much of it to be happy with how I looked. After two years of never wearing unisex t-shirts, I discovered that not only did they no longer make me feel dysphoric, they were actually validating, as the shape of my body has become so clearly feminine. {!{
- {{import '~/img' images.[03]}} + {{import '~/img' images['03']}} }!} 2019 was also the year where I really began to feel my own sex appeal and appreciation for just how curvy my body has become. It’s so strange to go from 25 years of feeling ugly and undesirable to now actually being a little bit hot. To having people notice me, and be attracted to me, and show interest in me romantically and sexually. It is both invigorating and validating, while also a little bit frightening at the same time. {!{
- {{import '~/img' images.[04]}} + {{import '~/img' images['04']}} }!} At the start of the year the changes in my body caused me to have to give away nearly half of the clothes I had bought in the first year and a half. They were all much too large on me. Thanks to gifts from family and friends, I had the opportunity to refill my wardrobe with new dresses that I positively adored. Additionally, I lost a full band size and gained four cup sizes, forcing me to replace all my bras, twice. {!{
- {{import '~/img' images.[05]}} + {{import '~/img' images['05']}} }!} I enhanced my makeup skills considerably over the year. Practice and patience, honing my understanding of how to blend color to achieve the looks I wanted for the shape of my face. {!{
- {{import '~/img' images.[06]}} + {{import '~/img' images['06']}} }!} It was a year of family! My realization that my daughter is struggling with the same ADHD issues as myself helped me to understand her so much more, and gave me what I needed to steel myself for her hardships. We made efforts to get out as a family more, and I felt much more engaged during this outings than I used to be. My wife and I, now well past the struggles of my transition, have spent the year learning how to bond with each other again and rebuilding our relationship anew. We also took in two cats from a rescue agency, and they have enriched our household in ways we never anticipated. {!{
-{{import '~/img' images.[07]}} +{{import '~/img' images['07']}} -{{import '~/img' images.[08]}} +{{import '~/img' images['08']}}
}!} diff --git a/posts/2020-01-10.1702.7B8261/index.md b/posts/2020-01-10.1702.7B8261/index.md index 2b80f78..ef3fec3 100644 --- a/posts/2020-01-10.1702.7B8261/index.md +++ b/posts/2020-01-10.1702.7B8261/index.md @@ -29,7 +29,7 @@ tweets: --- {!{ - {{import '~/tweet' ids=(array + {{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1214429891656994816' '1214431863067963392' '1214432759415894018' @@ -38,27 +38,27 @@ tweets: '1214437023341150208' '1214437546635100160' '1214438124236898305' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row by-two collapse" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row by-two collapse" }} }!} This thread was a journey. Initially I started capturing this on the base message, but then I saw the replies and it took a whole new depth. {!{
- {{import '~/tweet' ids=(array + {{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1214733921545531394' '1214734270708600833' '1214735379158511616' - ) tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} - {{import '~/tweet' ids=(array + ] tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} + {{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1214581990868959233' '1215005216053047296' - ) tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} - {{import '~/tweet' ids=(array + ] tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} + {{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1214670940430204928' '1214672082258161664' '1214672926307274752' - ) tweets=meta.tweets className="collapse" }} + ] tweets=meta.tweets className="collapse" }}
}!} diff --git a/posts/2020-02-04.0839.2A63EF/index.md b/posts/2020-02-04.0839.2A63EF/index.md index 75a4985..6da4855 100644 --- a/posts/2020-02-04.0839.2A63EF/index.md +++ b/posts/2020-02-04.0839.2A63EF/index.md @@ -17,10 +17,10 @@ tweets: --- {!{ -{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1211065478925258752' '1211690452543582208' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="left" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="left" }} }!} Emmy Jewel has no idea what she's talking about, and it shows. That's not how this works. That's not how any of this works. diff --git a/posts/2020-02-06.1831.C5E2F5/index.md b/posts/2020-02-06.1831.C5E2F5/index.md index 7b805fa..37c759b 100644 --- a/posts/2020-02-06.1831.C5E2F5/index.md +++ b/posts/2020-02-06.1831.C5E2F5/index.md @@ -11,7 +11,7 @@ no-images: true --- {!{ -{{import '~/img' images.[1] className="card right span3" alt="The Fatness Spectrum"}} +{{import '~/img' images['1'] className="card right span3" alt="The Fatness Spectrum"}} }!} Let’s talk a little bit about privilege, in regards to fatness. If you've not been exposed to fat acceptance or the fat liberation movement, then some of this will seem very foreign and you may balk at it, but please keep an open mind. If you do not understand the concept of privilege, or think it’s all SJW garbage, I shall refer you to [my own post on the topic](/p/1E9507/checking-privilege/) diff --git a/posts/2020-02-07.1523.B6E787/index.md b/posts/2020-02-07.1523.B6E787/index.md index b592959..eb69fe7 100644 --- a/posts/2020-02-07.1523.B6E787/index.md +++ b/posts/2020-02-07.1523.B6E787/index.md @@ -29,17 +29,17 @@ tweets: {!{
- {{import '~/tweet' ids=(array + {{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1224356658580582400' '1224356659725656064' '1224356728931672065' - ) tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock" }} - {{import '~/tweet' ids=(array + ] tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock" }} + {{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1224437913988894721' - ) tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row" }} + ] tweets=meta.tweets className="grid-row" }}
-{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1224698929003950080' '1224701119709868033' '1224701709928124417' @@ -49,7 +49,7 @@ tweets: '1224704190376595456' '1224704478592622594' '1224704804188016640' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="" }}
}!} diff --git a/posts/2020-02-12.0721.334999/index.md b/posts/2020-02-12.0721.334999/index.md index 8cdc882..b65a09c 100644 --- a/posts/2020-02-12.0721.334999/index.md +++ b/posts/2020-02-12.0721.334999/index.md @@ -14,7 +14,7 @@ tweets: {!{
- {{#with images.[0]}} + {{#with images['0']}} {{alt}} {{/with}} - {{import '~/tweet' ids=(array + {{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1227301065160298497' '1227311646974054400' - ) tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock" }} + ] tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock" }}
}!} diff --git a/posts/2020-04-14.2028.09DA41/index.md b/posts/2020-04-14.2028.09DA41/index.md index 5ff07b1..2681d45 100644 --- a/posts/2020-04-14.2028.09DA41/index.md +++ b/posts/2020-04-14.2028.09DA41/index.md @@ -28,21 +28,21 @@ This happens to me ALL. THE. TIME. Basically any time my wife and I get into a f {!{
-{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1250125313616592896' '1250126524008804353' '1250126981099859968' '1250128178858917892' '1250128797309046787' '1250130491665235968' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="oneblock" }} -{{import '~/tweet' ids=(array +{{import '~/tweet' ids=[ '1250135437588430851' '1250136672014159876' '1250137186772692992' '1250137503631376384' -) tweets=meta.tweets className="" }} +] tweets=meta.tweets className="" }}
}!} diff --git a/templates/post.hbs b/templates/post.hbs index 973a00f..7237d00 100644 --- a/templates/post.hbs +++ b/templates/post.hbs @@ -40,12 +40,12 @@ {{#each meta.images}} {{#compare type 'TYPE_VIDEO'}} - + {{/compare}} {{#compare type 'TYPE_IMAGE'}} - {{#if ../flags.isWide}} + {{#if flags.isWide}} {{alt}} - {{/compare}} diff --git a/templates/tweet.hbs b/templates/tweet.hbs index 8e42462..65084ac 100644 --- a/templates/tweet.hbs +++ b/templates/tweet.hbs @@ -1,6 +1,6 @@
{{#each ids}} -
{{#with (lookup ../tweets this)}} +
{{#with tweets[this]}} {{icon 'link'}} @@ -12,13 +12,13 @@ @{{user.screen_name}} - {{#if quoted_status_id_str}}{{#with (lookup ../../tweets quoted_status_id_str)}} + {{#if quoted_status_id_str}}{{#with tweets[quoted_status_id_str]}}
{{{user.name_html}}} @{{user.screen_name}} - {{#if quoted_status_id_str}}{{#with (lookup ../../../tweets quoted_status_id_str)}} + {{#if quoted_status_id_str}}{{#with tweets[quoted_status_id_str]}}
{{{user.name_html}}}